Hook
Ur gone and i've been sipping
I loved you, you didn't listen
I don't need to try so hard
But i just hate that we're so far apart
I don't think that i could change
In my mind and in my brain
Need a substance to feel sane
I feel like this everyday
Verse 1
I don't rlly know what to do
I don't rlly know what i could say
Know love hurts its fu*king up my brain
Ive been trying to feel like im okay
But i know im not
Know my life has hurt me a lot
I could never stop
I could never fall
Lifes fu*ked and now im diff
Learned my lesson so i said fu*k living
How'd you guess im fu*ked up again
Its prolly cuz you know me and you know how i am
Verse 2
Now im fu*king gone
Ive been all alone
Now im fu*king lost
Cuz ur all i know
I've been dying why can't you see
You were right about everything
You dont listen when i sing
Thats okay ill play make beleive
I hate myself cuz thats all i have
I hate the fact that i can't have you back
I hate the fact that im still sad
I used to think that our love would last