And so I fall into a dim
and distant mare
My heart beats in my hands
My silence owned surroundings,
even I didn't imagine
but existing in my head
And as my image slowly fades
behind the gla**
in steps that I take back
I realize the size we shape
as we retreat to seek ourselves
what kind of face we wear.
I look but see nothing there
I noticed in these eyes origin of disguise
the great escape that you had planned
The sideways in the road that I pa**ed
Long ago
I'll never walk them unless I turn back
I should have seen them inbetween but
just could see
long extremes refleer my infinite own self
I often dreamed of it but never shared
a place where both of us could hide
Now can I rest a while
which you still there
to scare the other one. Leave it alone
And when I'm free again of doubt
you always reappear, return!
I caught a glimpse of it but never dared
to reach the other side
I should have known
I couldn't rest the night
which you still there
exit the other one. I'm not alone
just leave me free again of doubt
You always said you would return?!
They told about a miracle
a storm inside
It caught a lot of disbelief
between both sides
Throught the years I've wondered why
I never saw that miracle
so sure I'd die
I never saw a broken heart
before you cried
throught the tears of stolen time
Alone in my inquiry
Sharing lust or sharing love
but images are sins
This naked fenced society
This silence and surrendering
I fall within
I love myself,
the shadow of an empty thing
can never be the same again
The greyness lingers in the real
come sleep come sweet iridescence
against a sky of dreams
Is there still time to live,
to love, to learn?
If there's a chance, do we reconcile
our differences that burn?
Will there be hope for us?
And when the storm has died
that distant silver line
born out of waiting
just to escape the greatness of the lie
that bitter thorn I hide