Uh
Yeah
This my life
I don't know how to start
This sh** off but
f** it
Imma try
(Verse 1)
Yo, here I am again
Back in the same f**ing place
I use to be
Back in this damn position
Were I use to be
When is this
Damn hell
Gonna be over
I just want it
To be f**ing over
I should just end everything
My life ain't got no meaning
There ain't even a point to my life
I should just load
Those bullets into that gun
Scream "DAMN IT LIGHTNING"
And blow my damn brains out
Yeah, I have family and friends
To help me through
This hell
But still it gets
So over whelming I just
Want to f**ing end it
I always ask my self
The same damn question
Why the f** should
I go on living
People come up to me
Saying I can't
That my life has a meaning
That my life has a point
That there's a f**ing purpose
In my life
I don't believe
That sh**
They need to f**ing stop
Saying that sh**
I would ask them
(Hook)
Then what is my lifes
f**in' meaning?
Then what is my lifes
f**in' point?
What is my lifes
f**in' purpose?
I ain't got no damn purpose
(Verse 2)
They are alwayse
Giving me some
Bullsh** answer
And I don't want no
Bullsh** answer
I'm done with that sh**
It is so bad
That I'm thinking about
Quiting everything
And just end my damn life
And join d**h
At his f**in' throne
That's what I
Always wanted to do
Because I thought
It was always the best move
(Hook)
Then what is my lifes
f**in' meaning?
Then what is my lifes
f**in' point?
What is my lifes
f**in' purpose?
I ain't got no damn purpose
(Verse 3)
Damn
I sure was a
f**in' idiot
Someone came into
My life and
Proved I was
f**in' wrong
Out of all the people
That gave me
Bullsh** answers
She gave me the best answer
She showed me
The meaning and the point
In my damn life
She also showed that my life has
A f**in' purpose in it
That purpose is to
Love her with all my heart
To protect her no matter
The challenge
And I swear to god
One day I will
Make her my wife
For everything she has done for me
(Hook)
Then what is my lifes
f**in' meaning?
Then what is my lifes
f**in' point?
What is my lifes
f**in' purpose?
I ain't got no damn purpose
(Ending)
Yeah I use to say
My life ain't got no purpose
Well it does now
Because of her
And I thank her for
The purpose she gave
My life