your life approached
with chip firmly planted
response to life is always the same
sudden rage - no coping sk**s
just drown in alcohol
and make excuses
like a flood of anger
sever all your ties
burning through your anger
always blaming some other
burning through your anger
to ignore your failures
excessive pride
but for the wrong reasons
refusing to see reality
complaining of a life deteriorated
yet doing nothing to fix it
daily mystery
what mood you'll be in
suicidal or full of hate
for seemingly no reason
dealing with this sh**
is k**ing me
it's k**ing me