Here voluntarily where a nurse walks me down
And the white halls and corridors they walk me down
Force me down, kicking and screaming, spitting and bleeding as they try sorting me out
Dragged by the arms, banging my ankles, and I'm desperately pushing away
Lurch my limbs forward tryna push and escape
But I'm booked in this cage, fully restrained
Developed a stutter yelling for comfort. Unwell in a dungeon, forced medicine substance
Institutionalized for accounts of suicide. Numerous times, all because I grew a spine
Victim to a woman 'cos I told her I loved her, throw me a rope here, I was so stupid to trust her
Should of noosed and hung her, regroup and I cussed her
f** her and her minions and all she can muster!
I can't escape this hospital, I feel so secure. But I'm told otherwise, I can't be weeping nomore
Deep to the core, don't want to be breathing no more
And I pa** out everyday, just asleep on the floor
I been through the wars, seen it before. Weezing out forced
Gasps for breath, I'm an armoured vet. the reason? I'm bored
A beast in the fort. Insane in the membrane
The demons, I'm sure...I swear they talk to me
So I'm blocking out the radio that screams through the ward
[Radio]
They are ready for the 23rd Century now, and they are light-years ahead of their petty governments and their visions...
[Taktik]
I sleep with no noise. A silent slumber
I don't dream, I guess that's why you see me annoyed
Leave me destroyed in a hospital bed. I swear that that's just defeating the point?
So real I seem to establish myself, so I'm stabbing myself just to see me bleed to the point
Squeezing my joints, my way of calming. I swear you can feel the heartbeat in my voice
They leave me unwell. Mama love me, Mama raise me. why the hell she leave me in Hell?
Where noone escape and no-one recovers. Last week my friend suffocated under his covers
How long do I have left? That depends when I snap
Chelsea smile with the blade, I'm a slave to my hunger
Away with the ganja, a disgrace to my blood
And this is just my statement of love
[Billy Bibbit]
I can explain everything
[Nurse Ratched]
Please do, Billy. Explain everything
[Billy Bibbit]
Ev-, ever-, everything?
[Nurse Ratched]
Aren't you ashamed?
[Billy Bibbit]
No. I'm not
(patients clap)
[Nurse Ratched]
You know, Billy, what worries me is how your mother is going to take this
[Verse 2: Taktik]
Somebody k** me. I need to go home. Just one burst of the chrome. I'm a subservient soul
Murder me, foes. I can't wait to leave here
Where the walls are white, there's no space to breathe here
Nails as sharp as razors. A shard of gla**
Is my weapon of choice and d**h's the easiest option
Locked in a troubled retrospect. I can't get pa**ed my past so easy: a dungeon
I'll walk the plank, I'm an awkward man with no guidance to go, I'll hold my daughter's hand
Mother gave birth to evil so my reciprocant's an evil that leaves no remorse or sound
Force it out. A beautiful fluid. A scarlet colour- no watered down
Can't see a caring angel support me now. Please I'm begging you, don't talk to me now
Governed by the laws of a Satan where there's no temptation and just restriction
That k**s to the point. Extremely nervous
A state of misery is what this asylum would make you
Can't believe the time it has taken.Not a minute weren't torn worse after I committed
Turn a white floor to a calming crimson. A relief from the white masquerading as innocence
Extremely nervous. It'll be any day now. I'll escape with gla**. Billy will bail out
Won't make a sound. The perfect escape. Silence so beautiful. I chose the easiest way out