[Verse I]
Angry in this motherf**er
I been trying to calm down
But you lit my fuse
And I, don't think you no how
To bury the wick
You've gone an drenched it
In lighter fluid, gasoline
f** it, now I'm pissed
Can't take it, that's it
Gave to many chances
For you to not earn a verbal bashing
I'm lashing out at you
Sick of being the fool
To you who didn't do
Everything he wanted to
But It's cool cause it's mutual
Cause that's what I think of you
I moved away from home
I grew up on my own
The f**, did you achieve
Sitting getting stoned
Now ya girl gimme dome
My bad she didn't call
Or leave a voice memo
Just to let you know
I'm deep down in her throat
Your heart, I bet it broke
But I don't, give a f**
20, now you stuck
Yeah I bet, that f**ing s**
So much for being tough
Okay we've had enough
Plus my time is up
[Hook]
Ima live my life
My own way
Don't give a f** about
What you say
Cause
Ima live for now
Live for today
If your having doubts
Get the f** up out my way
[Verse II]
I Never felt mis-leaded
When I was conceded
Competing against my own demon
I actually needed, to see
It was me the enemy
Now it's clear to see
The end of me
Was actually me, entering me
Now you wanna fight these phases
Of faces Black and Caucasian
On Occasion my thought, process
Is pretty a-mazing
I got to where I've got not by being patient
But yet a patient of hospital wards
On a regular basis
f** you talking bout I don't live my life
I've gone through more sh** than you would in your life twice
f** being nice, I'm sending shots like Compton streets on a late night
Get ya guns get ya knives
I'm ready to fight!
Turn on the light an get a grip
Realties bright
I'm so pissed in this b**h I got my fist clinched tight!
What the f** did I just write
No pen or pad in sight
Guess I just gave a piece of my mental insight
[Hook]
Ima live my life
My own way
Don't give a f** about
What you say
Cause
Ima live for now
Live for today
If your having doubts
Get the f** up out my way