I lead my hands to grab a hope,
The hope that's gonna bring me a dream
A dream of myself not ashamed,
A dream of myself not so scared.
I feign happiness
I'm following a "life"
Tryin' to throw away this attached hardness
This my friend, I call the pain,
I'm fighting with reality,
I have f**in' won (these scars)
Bowin' down on my knees
And screaming for your help
But you're so lazy to look inside me
To see the loud silence that I hear
Your ignorance makes me cry,
Your unfeelingness is my nightmare
But I'm lucky cause I can be depressed,
My depression makes my struggle worth persisting!