Lives I have led before
cannot compare today.
Lives I have led before
finally ask for more.
Perchance an evil thread then,
payment is requested now!
Perchance an evil deed now,
payment is desired how?
These hell fires I built for myself?
Retribution may be
the only solution.
To vanquish all would be
forgiveness I'm sure.
Troubled waters inside me boil
to overflow, oneday
they may!
Perchance I myself be, to
discover next, I am them!
Can these mongrels I carry within
converge silently?
As day turns to dusk
encroaching night
encourages fear.
Oh pitiful human soul
why be you wary?
Have you reason for sorrow?
Perchance discoveries be made,
would my debt be my sanity,
or life the same?
These doubts upon my
mental harmony play
for
perchance I find the answer
would I want to question?