Chasing dreams getting ran into hell
If this kush gone imma need xanax foreal
I don't see no one around guess the fam wasn't real
Doin sh** dolo i even manage myself
f** 'em , n***as ain't loyal hadda cut em
Had my back till they saw the mix tape wasn't buzzing
Now they getting nervous, started switching up the plan
Said illl never stand a chance , unless i make sh** for the functions
Cause if you tryna make some rap sh** it won't work
You stuck makin one sound cause you made you're a jerk
Surprise , you get to be a slave your whole life
If I'd-a known I'd be this boxed in wouldn't of signed
Layin low-key but I'm still in this b**h
I will not quit rap when I get rich
They say they won't that new favorite rapper flow
But I don't know honestly I'm kinda feel in this switch
Never got to get that mansion up in Belair
But f** it tho I'm grinding bet I'll get it next year
But don't get me wrong
Cause what I'm worth is far from failure
Would I change sh** looking back? n***a hell yeah
Before I signed a deal I woulda shopped around
And read more
I was 16 young and clouded
Surrounded by label n***as out prowling
I was way too excited needed more doubting
Raps getting worse had no balance
If you don't practice it's a gift you gotta work for talent
Underage bottle service we was out wildin'
How much money are we making? I am not countin'
We was fly when they was bums now they all stylin'
Shoulda benched some of the team before they started foulin'
Stole a lil' cash and I ain't talking thousands
Shoulda hired accountants to watch accountants
22 on some Jay z sh**
Just a lil' better
I robbed EM wasn't even a set up
I'm bold
Sleep with the crown get jacked when you dozed
Half a foot behind Soul running laps around Hov
Honestly I think our generation's X-Men
These kids now days out rap legends
Some radio guy in NY made this comment
Like how am I a rapper if I ain't pay homage
Well 2Pac was the man foreal
Pay no other n***a homage they ain't pay my bills
And honestly I ain't even like that sh**
It was barely anybody that was tight like that
You still sleeping man, you a jet lag fan
Old rappers like Mike , wasn't hard to be the best back then
Imma 2030 Jordan more like it
Naw f** it, take Jordan I'm the rap game Bryant
I work hard but the sh** still ain't changing
Give my all but it still move slow
Sometimes I just don't wanna be here
Be here no mo'
What if I'm just not meant to be famous
What if all of this sh** was a waste
Maybe God taking everything from me
Is the only way to be great