Unholy deeds performed in secrecy Lay haunting the eve like the reminiscence of the late And when the clouds meander and take forms unlike seen Something stirs in the ether, a presence... Entrenching Soar... Through the abyss, whence the concealed wisdoms are welling forth Like souls dwelt in malice lay hungry for my stifled thoughts The visions in the shadows, in the darkest recess of the mind Which crawl yet to shatter what I once defined as my one true life Behold... Apparitions, unimaginable dreams of space From a closed division of my psyche something escalates: Revelations... From beyond; reborn in gnosis of starlight And the more I know, the more my bonds to this world dissolve The order in which stars align, clarified Archaic times and nameless rites I have come to remember;
Taken by a presence old and repugnant Torn out from where my roots lie And my mind altered by alchemy beyond all that is human: "Solve et coagula!" Dissolve to evolve Feels like I am crawling with serpent-forms, feelers, tongues; This hour one with forgotten ages Entrenched in abhorrence you dare not to believe Impregnated by a seed of higher planes Presences spawning in my soul: Now I have seen all in a larger scale Larger than my mind could hold How deep in depths must I linger on? How far in merciless, cold space Until man I am no more? When the dawn breaks, and the hoar falls to dew And with the dew leaves my presence, into d**h's silver hue How the clouds meander and take forms unlike seen The last pale remainder of what ever lingers of me The order in which stars align...