[Verse 1]
f**, I'm stuck inside a body craving something
I can't remember how I got this deep am I missing something?
I always thought suicidal thoughts were for the weaker minds
But now that mindset is mine and I'm a prisoner of time
It's time for my medication
Whiskey and c**aine I'll take a mental vacation
I fought and I failed
Like Jesus Christ I was nailed
To my addiction, it's fiction but it's so f**ing detailed
Let me out
[Chorus]
If I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
Got nothing but hatred left for these twisted f**s
My promise is if I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
Do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this bullsh**
[Verse 2]
I've been labeled a fraud by the ones that surround me
It's what's keeping me safe from a truth so astounding
I spoke about murder, how a substence was my weakness
Even my girlfriend would say "Landon, what if your family could see this?"
Line after line after line till it vibrates my spine
With a kick not even got could inflict
Whats the point of living life if all our time is invested in something that in the end we will all just be leaving behind?
So f** it
[Chorus]
If I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
Got nothing but hatred left for these twisted f**s
My promise is if I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
Do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this bullsh**
If I'm gonna die might as well take a few
[Verse 3]
The mentally crippled, self absorbed, wealthy preacher
The governors, bankers, the f**ing pedophile teachers
Scream and beg for their souls to be spared
They were seen, they were heard, and f**ing nobody cared
[Chorus]
If I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
Got nothing but hatred left for these twisted f**s
My promise is if I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
Do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this bullsh**
If I'm gonna die might as well take a few
[Chant]
We are not the same, we're not the same no
[Chorus]
If I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
Got nothing but hatred left for these twisted f**s
My promise is if I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
Do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this bullsh**
If I'm gonna die might as well take a few