I just wanna sleep for a whole week
Pinned to the sheets
I'm a slave to what I choose to be
It's a shame that I feel so free
Need another pill
Need another clip
Need another gla**
Need another hit
The thought of quitting just makes me sick
Its not clear and I can't get it out of my head
No! Can't get them out of my head
It gets under my skin
I'm giving up giving up
I've been trying my best
But I can't seem to make this right
I won't let go
You'll never know what's in my mind
(Well here I am) there you are
Thought there'd be more to this than
These meaningless words and scars
But I was wrong
Tell me
Why I'm in this unforgiving place
I know I've been
Guilty every time
I'll take
The blame for all the moments
That I wasted
Wasted all my life
Think too little feel too much
I try to push it out
Try to push it out
But it'll never be enough
Tell me how much greener the gra** is on the other side
Quit making this harder than it needs to be
I'm losing my patience with my reality
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I'm giving up giving up
I've been trying my best
But I can't seem to make this right
I won't let go
You'll never know what's in my mind
(Well here I am) there you are
Thought there'd be more to this than
These meaningless words and scars
But I was wrong
Tell me
Why I'm in this unforgiving place
I know I've been
Guilty every time
I'll take
The blame for all the moments
That I wasted
Wasted all my life
I thought I told you
That this would happen
You've got a head filled with doubt
Now you can't find a way out
I thought I told you
That this would happen
Sick of this sh** gotta cut the chord right now
Self induce sleep like I always do
I never wanted to let down all my friends and family, please stay away from me, I've got the worst intentions
I've tried to take my life but the devil keeps me here because I'm serving him somehow...
Relieve me, relieve me please, I'm f**ing desperate and I just wanna leave
Tell me
Why I'm in this unforgiving place
I know I've been
Guilty every time
I'll take
The blame for all the moments
That I wasted
Wasted all my life