[Verse 1: Stratus Grace]
Guided by my shadow
The only one that's there with me
When my heart and mind starts to battle
Conflicted by these visions, I'm trying to see the best but I feel the worst
Conflicted with my life, I'm trying to feel right but I feel I'm cursed
f** I'm at it again f** all of yall
We don't need yall we don't need friends
Yes it seeps in this paranoia, she say it's your fault that they ignore ya
Maybe she right maybe we wrong
Maybe we lost thats why we write these songs
Nah f** that who is she, she got the nerve to try to judge me
They all judge me, hol up
The n***a dressed in all black, fall back
Just relax you dont want to get too close to that
No one sees us, we invisible
What makes it worst that we miserable
Damn we see it again, how they pretend
They say you cool you can fit in, but I feel ok
That's what I tell myself, but maybe I'm just lying tryna hide my heart like stealth
Maybe I need some help, maybe my soul is crying
I know my trust is dying, I know my trust is dying
[Hook: Stratus Grace]
I feel I wanna die today
sh** if I do, I hope it take the pain away
And when I die if my soul fall from grace
I'm a stand on my feet
And look the devil in his face and say
f** you I'm a motherf**ing wallflower
I stand alone loneliness is song, I stand alone hell considered my home
I stand alone you n***as never know cause I'm a wallflower
Cowards they get devoured, pain and hatred my power
I am a concrete flower, I am a concrete flower
I am a wallflower
[Verse 2: Stratus Grace]
Bound to my pain, I found what its like to be insane
I sound for help it never came
I fall on my knees tense when I breathe
Quick defense when I don't feel at ease
Quick to flip when threats I perceive
Write some sh** just to release the pain
Spark it up when my soul's aflame
Then d,rown my sorrow, so I can feel the rain
Look into my eyes and you will feel the same
It's a shame that I'm chained to the pain
Damn whose to blame, maybe I'm to blame
Nah f** that you think we chose this path, we was always shunned
Let unravel the past
All those times spent alone no one thought to ask
They didn't lend a hand, they kept us out of they plans
But that's ok, cause n***a we bouta blow up
And they gone be the first to show up, hol up
You see these n***as just made it, on the road to the greatest
Don't try to talk b**h save it, you a couple years late b**h
Fated to be forsaken, my life is so damn vacant
My life is so damn vacant, my life is so damn vacant
I can't escape this, I really hate this
But I accept it
[Hook: Stratus Grace]
I feel I wanna die today
sh** if I do, I hope it take the pain away
And when I die if my soul fall from grace
I'm a stand on my feet
And look the devil in his face and say
f** you I'm a motherf**ing wallflower
I stand alone loneliness is song, I stand alone hell considered my home
I stand alone you n***as never know cause I'm a wallflower
Cowards they get devoured, pain and hatred my power
I am a concrete flower, I am a concrete flower
I am a wallflower