I've been blackmailed, caught red-handed
Been green with envy and blue due to sadness
I tell a lot of white lies cause I'm yellow to the core
I'm in a violent environment like a violet in a storm
I try to perform, to a sellout crowd
But my songs are just me calling myself out loud
I can't get through a couple bars without feeling the guilt
I say I tell you everything but there is so much that still I conceal
So the human race is in ruins
Because humans love to condemn other humans for being human
Ha, where do we learn this behavior, it's not improvement
It's detrimental, are we consuming it through communion?
Put my entire being up for sale, it was sold within minutes
No contract with a major label, so independent
A couple hundred thousand bars, a couple were the difference
That took me from a widower to a cuckold with a mistress
Find the purveyor of worldly evil and beat his face in
Going to take your nightmare drawn darkest and recreate it
Always getting reacquainted with a chord or a rope
So are you going to hang yourself or be divorcing your phone?
These calls, and texts are a ball of stress
Forgot how to live or even walk, I'ma just crawl to d**h
(Heroine Cloud), born a miracle, little later die quiet
Entire life a phone or screen and being hypnotized by it
Yeah, everybody has their ducks in a row
But everything seemingly perfect is dysfunctional growth
Having your own opinion at all will get you punched in the throat
And having said that - I have this all under control