[Verse 1]
Man I'm so tired when people try to tell me how to live
But it doesn't make sense, stop acting like my friend
Not a picture perfect film, because I'm real
You talk behind my back, I'ma tell you how I feel
Certain situations, through these phases, that I'm facin
Praying' every night – but I can't sleep, but I just think
I'm anxious – give the music everything I have
Mom and Dad, Hope you proud of me
Hours and more hours in my room, kids disbelief
I had this from the start, making art with emotion
Got my back pack, with a note pad
A laptop and close it
Searching for civility – Forgiving all my enemies
Cutting from the ground of those who want my opportunity
I worked for this, I battle shipped, I never quit because my hope's FIRM
Focus and going
And showing these kids that I'm growing
So hold ON, it's my turn
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[Verse 2]
You calling this easy work, Nah I'm super stressed out
Checking all my emails, different females, showing love now
Troubled what to say so I'm caring for your happiness
Sad I miss – the person who you were
Now a blur, like we never met
I know I need a job, just hold on, give me time
Cuz I see the light – it's bid-did-dy bright
Putting my life in a vision
What is written in my songs, see the message
All our imperfections, lead to lessons, intersections
But I know that we can make it up
Even though you hindered my decision, now you listen, when I'm spittin
You don't get it, pay attention
Made a promise to my parents, Scott and I will make it
From the basement to the stages, send a smile to their faces
Stay humble with my knowledge of the truth
My goal Is to conclude
Gonna be number one, have fun, not two
[Hook]