I wish i could go to sleep for five years and wake up in the real world. that would actually be a challange. Not this everyday smile routine. an individual will always be cut in half. he's neither in nor appropriate to the society. Meanwhile the cowards will hide behind their ma**es. laughing their teenage years to the judgement of the unrealized nature. the cowards will hide behind their ma**es. a social smoking group? a bunch of critisizers?
Live for yourself, don't care externally cause then you'll get f**ed in two f**ing ways.