Living life, don't you cry. my life -- pain is god.
Many nights, painful thoughts occur. love me -- again i'm wrong.
In denial i tried to be your friend. i tried to be a good boy.
All i see, a hate deep inside. startle me, someone save me.
Now these memories
Still i hide
They bury me
All i want to do.... (you are not my real mother)
Is k** you.... (so i beat and stab and f** her)
Looking back i was never ever right. you were my step mom who always wanted me out of your sight. i would come walkin' in and i'd say, "hello," but you'd slap me and make some f**ed-u
Ment about my clothes. but i tried to let it pa**, but the pictures in my head were with you with a knife up your a** laying dead. so i popped some more caps in your a**. now your son is such a
-- motherf**ing b**h never try to play me!
You make my life -- not so....
All i want to do....
Is k** you....
All i want to do.... (you are not my real mother)
Is k** you.... (so i beat and stab and f** her)
Wish! you! were dead! now!
How.... i know
How can i cry over someone i never loved?
How can i cry over someone i never loved?
Never loved.... never loved