I'm on the verge of commitin murder
My girl is gettin on my last nerve and i don't wanna hurt her
She wants me to get a job
I get hara**ed cause i'm laying on my a** like a big slob
But everywhere i go, i get rejected
They won't hire a motherf**er with a jail record
So the least i could do, is look presentable
But i'm labelled by the city as a criminal
They won't give me no slack jack
And i got one strike against me already because my skin is black
See i'm irrelevant to help wanted signs
And they wonder why n***az commit crimes
My girl pays the rent gas and light
Goes to cla** at days and works at night
I'm trying to get some money i can hand to her
But i ain't with bein a motherf**in janitor
Plus i got my little n***a
And i'm tryin my best to be the right kind of father figure
But my hands is startin to shake
I'm tryin to hold my head because i'm reachin for the thirty-eight
I pick it up, man f**it
I gotta go out and hit the street and get some ducats
Lookin for somethin to hit
I throw on my hood, cause i'm about to do some stupid sh**
I step in the seven-eleven
Come fast with the cash or get your a** sent to heaven
He must hit the alarm, cause i'm perspirin
Cause now i'm hearin motherf**in sirens
I tried to run out, three thousand decent
Next thing i know, i'm sittin in a f**in precinct
For tryin to feed a family
I need rubber balls, cause i'm fallin off the edge of sanity
Edge of sanity (2x)
What a f**ed up night
And i'm mad because the cop put on the handcuffs too f**in tight
Central bookin is where they sent me
So they could take a couple of pictures after they fingerprint me
Then they put me in a cell
And it was all full of n***az that was dirty and stinkin as hell
Four hours pa**ed already, so now i'm yawnin
And i'm hopin to see the judge in the mornin
Finally they call my name and i get up with speed
To appear before the judge, and make a plead
I saw the judge, he was a brother
He said, "how do you plead?" i said, "not guilty, motherf**er!"
Then i got kicked out of court, sent to the island
Where they got all of these young brothers wildin
And all i seen was teenagers
And brothers just slicin one another with straight razors
I saw this n***a, he was stone tall
I said, "yo, i gotta make this motherf**in phone call"
He said, "these who*es are mine, and you ain't widdit"
And put his face all up in mine, so i hit it
C.o.'s came, n***az started to zing
Now i gotta do about three days in the bank
I did my time and now i'm back from my vacation
Right on track, they put me back in populations
I got dressed, and hit the mess hall
Then when i came back, finally i got to make my phone call
My girl is bringin out the man in me
Cause she's yellin and sh**, while i'm hangin on the edge of sanity
Edge of sanity (4x)
I'm sittin up north, and doin three to nine
And it feels like my whole life is bein left behind
I'm goin crazy in this place
And i'm countin the days, cause i'm about to be a mental case
My little son is gettin bigger
And he picked up the phone one day and thought i was some other n***a
Yeah that b**h is tryin to play me like a s**er
Cause on the down and low i heard another n***a f**ed her
Now homicide is on my mind
For knowin that this b**h is at home, screwin while i'm doin time
And the n***a that's hittin the skins
Is a bold motherf**er cause he's one of my own friends
But that's alright cause i got somethin for they a**es
And when i see him i'ma smash his f**in gla**es
Livin in hell but now my blood is gettin cold
Two months later, i got released on parole
So now i'm rollin colder than a blizzard
I got some iron from my man and went to pay the stupid b**h a visit
I'm ringin the bell like hell
Oh nobody's home huh? so i kicked it til the sh** fell
Stepped in the house with my finger on the trigger
bu*ter a** n***a stuttered, "wha-wha-what's up n***a?"
My b**h was scared, cause she knew that i was steamin
She ran her a** to the back and started screamin
*one shot fired* to the body *two shots fired* to the head
*one shot fired* put the barrel in his mouth, makin sure he's dead
And the police ain't cannin me
Inside a cell, cause i just fell off the edge of sanity
Edge of sanity (2x)