[Verse 1]
Sometimes I feel my mind's in a trap that I just can't get out
Am I adequately defined by these rhymes I spit out
Had enough of these f**s tryna tinker with my mind
So the next time I find these swine
Hitting them in they pig snout
Your kind ain't allowed in my vicinity
It's taking everything I have
Not to cripple extremities, seriously
Enemies surrounding me I don't even deserve
But they nerve come into question
When they sense that I'm disturbed but
The evil inside of me try to purge
But the flak that I've been taking's
Awaking the demiurge, verbs
With four letters come to mind but
Instead I twist these rhymes
Until every word in my lines shook
Define crook, give nothing but take more
Emphasis extreme cases to propagate this race war
Place a woman's value on how well she plays the fake who*e
A man's worth determined by how much he f**ing paid for
Depraved Lore
I find the confusion amusing abusing me losing myself
I try to love but they misuse it I felt
And on this hand I've been dealt
Living in prison where my vision's contained
The strain and pain'll drive you insane in this pitiful lane
[Verse 2]
Pivotal literal chains, physical spiritual rage
I feel like an infant whose building blocks
Is getting washed in the rain, caught in the flame
Sick of this battle tryna paddle the shame
It make me wanna grab a pistol empty clips to my face
Seems like everybody that made it is fake
So where does that leave me?
And all my hard work just left me down in debt
Feeling depressed and simply left with regret
And the sh** just k**s me
Now all that I can do is focus on my plan
Knowing if I ever get the chance to advance
It would be ill see?
Is it a cosmic joke I choke just from the irony
Tryna live with pride while fighting the wild lion inside of me
Are my priorities twisted, dwelling on specifics
When I should be lifted knowing I'm gifted
But the curses since birth dispenses the hurt
It spreads in my head the worthless urges
Purpose what is it sh**, I'm wondering til I'm dead
Dread
[Verse 3]
Feeling deprived when I'm living with the villain inside
Like this is my a**a**ination
Others living a lie I strive for emancipation
Until I'm risen in skies
Or whatever happens after you die
I'm ready to fly, so sever the tie
Never apologize for what I feel
Like when lurking serpents surfaces
Feeling urges to k**
They ain't interested in sk**s and forsaking the real
Only way that they can deal is with drinking and pills
One minute the trap the next minute racking the mills
Hearing these acting rappers like taking baths in nuclear spills
f** a catchy hook look I'm tryna feed facts
Most songs sixteen bars my scars exceed that
But never focus on what others do I heed that
And need to receive that as I proceed to bleed tracks
But loving something you feel obliged to protect it
And when you think its disrespected
Swear to god if someone tries
They better run through they mind a second time
Instead of reckless lying vying to infect it
Yo I need to chill check it…Man I'm tripping