[Verse 1: Koncept]
I'm really thinking
f** everybody
I lost so many people
You think
I made a deal with Illuminati
It's like my soul is gone
Spirit's torn
Everything's so wrong
I don't really give a f** about anything
Cuz no one cares
When I'm in my misery
It's so unfair
Cuz it always gets the best of me
So lets be clear
If I gave you the real me
It might frighten you
I'm not saying
I ain't real you cuz I'm not you
I'm just saying I will k**
If I got too
Cuz the moment is right now
Nothing's forever
I'm the one that they doubted
And the one that got better
They say they next
I won't lettem
And if they got it
I'll gettem
I'll keep on f**ing the system
Until the system says k**em
And if they do
It better be in Vegas
Try to picture what I'm painting
Can you hear what I'm saying
[Hook 1: Koncept]
You told me to let it go
I told you I'll never fold
See you can try and k** my dreams
But you'll never k** my hope
I've been waiting for too long
I know I'm not too far
You told me to let it go
I continue to hold on
Been waiting for too long
I know I'm not too far
You told me to let it go
I continue to hold on
[Verse 2: Koncept]
I was born to make mistakes
Not to fake perfection
I guess life is a lesson
So what's Heaven
Cuz the truth is distored
The lies you support it
Wish my mom had second thoughts
With my life
Shoulda been aborted
Cuz I feel so un-important
Plus my family is broken
And my lady just left me
Man I'm feeling so empty
Don't even tempt me
I'm on the edge
I'm not scared to jump
I'm not scared of d**h
I don't give a f**
Which is why
I'm on the block
And I wanna die
So if I get shot
It's suicide
Favor from a hater
I don't wanna be here
If not soon then later
I feel my endings near
Everything got faker
I wanna disappear
And be gone
But this won't be my last song
[Hook 2: Koncept]
You told me to let it go
I told you I'll never fold
See you can try and k** my dreams
But you'll never k** my hope
I've been waiting for too long
I know I'm not too far
You told me to let it go
I continue to hold on
Been waiting for too long
I know I'm not too far
You told me to let it go
I continue to hold on