I-I can't believe you left me, and abandoned the plan
Started all over, replaced me with another man
I stood by you, wh-when it all turned to sh**
Now this is unforgivable and it's time to call it quits
This is it, you meant more to me, th-than the heavens and the stars
Now I might spend forever behind seventeen bars
These scars haven't healed, time ain't fixed a thing
N-now I'm gonna handle mine, and tried to numb the sting
And since we have kids I know right where you live
B-but I'll wait 'til they're at school, before I decide to give
Into temptation, so I'm patiently waitin'
Sittin' down in your basement, back and forth and I'm pacin'
And now, it's just you, me, and my hate
I creep up the stairs determined to start our final date
You seem irate to see me so I reach for the heater
Started firin', finally I'm even with the cheater
Th-th-the alarm goes off, I stretch out and yawn
I look out the window, smile, it's a new dawn
I put my shoes on and my same old threads
When I get to school... I-I'm gonna turn heads
Didn't get much sleep last night but that's alright
I'm about to be a trend setter and reach new heights
I've got one in my sight, but I ain't tryin' to fight
To be honest, I'm nervous, anxious, and uptight
But no time for that, c-'cuz now I'm walkin' the halls
Kids and teachers litter the school, it's almost wall to wall
I catch a glimpse of the victim, I make out the call
After I yell out his name... my heart begins to fall
He looks right in my eyes, to my surprise
I walk right up to him, and my pulse begins to rise
"Hey, I've been a bully and I need to apologize"
From under his coat he slit my throat, I met my demise
I-I've got nothin' left, I smell like d**h
I'm a waste of breath, I'm on my last step
After this tragedy, I'm never lookin' back
I need a place to rest my weary head instead of this shack
I-I wouldn't call it that, it's just some tarp strung together
It'll never get better, I can't storm the weather
Thought I was tougher than leather, someone so clever
Lost it, an alcoholic... c-couldn't handle the pressure
Now I'm a spector, a ghost of who I used to be
I'm skin and bones, and dingy clothes
And f** you, I'm hungry
E-everything I was died many years ago
I've got no tears to show, just anger, and fear that grows
I walk around the block, and start my devious plot
I want three hots and a cot, motherf**er ready or not
I stepped up and approached the victim without caution
Smashed his head in with a brick, 'cuz prisons a better option