I've made a promise to myself
That'll I dedicate my life to this music sh**
And never give up regardless of what may come
So this for you
It feels like I'm just another one is this game
That puts his heart soul and guts to all this shame
Been through a lot with myself nothing but pain
We all work, some harder than others, for bread and bu*ter
But those who put their life in this, where is our cheddar
How come I just sit here and die, why can't I blow up
People tell me first I gotta man and grow up
It feels like I've been burnt alive, and I'm coming
Back from the ashes, I only hear these birds humming
It's like I'm f**ing this game but I ain't Cumming
Sit and pray every day can I get just get a date
Where I can see some light on my name n' not have to wait
Been through a lot sh**, yeah there's no debate
Imma get it now, ya'll can keep on with the hate
If you ain't with me than man you're f**ing late
So stand back and f** off cause it's time to close the gate
Let me show that I'm great
Greatest story ever told by the brave
All my life I've been a slave
But I'm walking out my grave
I hate the feeling of losing cause that's all I've been doing
Trying to work but jealous of others peoples worth
I may ever make it and I feel like I let people down
What if I lose the chance of getting their attention?
They may fall for someone else's detention
I'm supposed to be (rapping for all them), making them all proud
Gathering fans on the street, turning into ma**ive crowds
I haven't done what it takes to get there, my buzz ain't loud
I feel bad for people who know me, especially my homies
Many better rappers they can f** it, why's it me
I failed more times that I feel sore, rapping till my chords
Don't seem to vocalize my raps no more, ponder to show
My music to new fans to gain even a little bit more
Will it change their perception of me for the worst?
Is it really bad, the wrong decision cause I'm not the first
Been buried alive but I'm rising like a plant from the dirt
Let me show that I'm great
Greatest story ever told by the brave
All my life I've been a slave
But I'm walking out my grave