All alone, by my self Stuck in a world with no one else Lost for words, falling down Trapped in thought, gonna drown Paralysed and I'm self inflicted Traumatized and I'm so infected Need some help to be resurrected On the phone but I'm disconnected f**ing my self, drinking my blood Paranoid, emotional wreck I avoid, and choke on my neck I'm digging a grave that's away from you all Maybe I'm sick but its already started How can you help a zombie departed? I can't seem to move no forward I'm just stuck insane and morbid Can't get through a simple task Sit in silence wear a mask I'm so stupid, I'm so dumb Rip my heart out now I'm numb
I don't know what I have done Back to sleep so I can run I've been locked in a cage, beaten with rage Everyday, repeating the same Try to do something right but doing it wrong Feel like depression is where I belong Put up my wall, nothing to say Going to sleep, hate when I wake Sick of the world and I'm sick of my self And I'm sick of the people that f**ing me round What is this, inside of me Illusion, confusion In side of me Stuck in solitude My best friend is my enemy By my self I'm always lonely What is this, inside of me Illusion, confusion In side of me Stuck in solitude