Love
I see you questioning if i'm committed
Why my actions never matching my words
And now i'm texting back and stressing
Cause you feel a lost connection in the things i do for you
Like an absence of verbs
Noticing you're steps ahead of me
Swore you fell in love when you stumbled in to bed with me
And never worked on finding chemistry
A bottle of vodka turned us into a night of ecstasy
Then we started spending time together picture that
You're falling deeper but never getting the feelings back
And my heart is going numb underneath the covers
But pillow talking left me feeling like your distant lover
f** that you're screaming
It's only love that you're needing
But see advances running through me
You're racing demons
And i proceed to brush it off like i often do
LOVE
One of the things i couldn't do for you
And you wanted love
And you wanted trust
And you wanted us
But that's something I couldn't do
June rolled around noticed earth and changing seasons
I'm at the park meeting her getting what I'm needing
Feeding her with everything that you've been feeing
'cept for honesty cause honestly who's honest when they're cheating
Now I'm talking to you with a two-faced smile
Lying to you, for what's been two years now
And I can sense that you're starting to get suspicious
We're talking less and less and the jealousy starts to slip in
And I know there's no excuses for me hurting you
Lost apology rights the day i started seeing her
And the second you caught me in her
You didn't say a word just shot twice at me and her
And as the night lit up with the sound of sirens coming
One chambered bullet left for you, head or stomach
A shot rang out to the skull a bullet pierced through
LOVE
One of the things i couldn't do for you