i could forgive you for something you did by mistake
i could forgive you but you just woke up too late
but hey remember that night in ma**achusetts long ago
was in december, the snow got to the second floor window
now i can't imagine your coat in his closet
i can't imagine his touch feels as warm, or does it?
i do believe you never wanted to tell me what was wrong
i do believe you needed to be guilty and be gone
'cause your eyes, they weren't reflecting what you felt
and your words, they painted a picture of someone else
and i would have rathered instead of trying so hard to save us
i would have rathered a little more love instead of what you gave us
i'll be ok, though it may take some time to start
i'll be ok, as soon as i can heal this heart
in just a moment i'll say a last good bye to you
in just a moment i'll try to put your face in the rear view
and still i wonder, was it just some crazy spell
i was under that let me find the heaven in the hell
now i can't imagine you sitting by the fire with him
with the same books, in the same chair, the same cold winter wind