{Produced By Kenny Bureaux}
[Verse 1: ANTHEMIC]
Push it to the limit, what I feel when I'm in it, places that I go so I know I ain't finished, might as well hit it while I'm living
I feel afraid to be something these days, every risk that you take make you feel you're awake, but in the end what's the point of these mistakes, when in the end of it all they can take your breathe away
That's two things, upstage me, live life unhealthy
Tied to the crisis in you're energy, live life through the eyes of my so called enemies
So I be what I be, 'til I bleed what I bleed out my wrist til I get to what I need, in the search of that knowledge I create another me that just wants to be happy
Tell me, can I appease the beast, it wants what It wants but I want to be me, trapped in a body with double entities, pulling me away from my sanity, yin and yang past the fact that I observe what they all think, side effect of social anxiety, and I know that's it's unreal to think that the worlds so focused on a single point of me, but I can't help but feel that, in the eyes of it all, they try to judge me, so I place blame on God while I'm screaming please help me, someone please save me, cause I feel so afraid, oh I feel so ashamed, I remain in a f**ed up world that's encased in ego and fame, it's a vicious cycle so who am I to blame
[Hook: ANTHEMIC]
We live in castles made of gla**, we live In cities made of gla**, we live in towers made of gla**, we live in bodies made of gla**
[Verse 2: ANTHEMIC]
Cause for suicide, I can't really tell, is it deeper in my head, or is there someone I can tell, cause I'm feeling so afraid, yea I'm feeling unwell, climbing up the castle walls, the gla** broke so I fell, living out my useless days, in this f**ing inner hell