[Bridge]
Strugglin' through real life, I could never an*lyze why we love to antagonize
Looking back at my life, I could never realize all I ever did was just criticize everything I did
And in the end, I never was at rest, no
My lifeline is drippin' fast
Ain't no time to waste
Go on'n hit the gas
[Hook]
I need a new meaning for my life, doin' it for my soul (for my soul)
This ain't no way to live, these walls is cavin' in (cavin' in)
I'm breakin' out
Bussin' free, feels like my life has just begun
No more toxic relations, 'cause my soul is on the verge of destruction
[Verse]
The fragrance of d**h is drawing close
It's an aroma with which I'm really familiar
Hardly close, though
Oh, so photogenic when I have to be
It's a masterpiece how I put on a façade like I'm happily livin'
This masquerade is not meant to deviate from the truth
I mean, it is, but simultaneously, I'm seen as the youth
As though my sentiments are fraudulent; they're mistaken for stress
Too young to be calling quits, and too young to feel like I'm worthless
I'm looking to make ends meet, but do I compete to the next man?
Would I make it as a contestant?
You see, these are not ordinary questions to ask about yourself
As if your wealth is less than a plastic belt
You wanna be seeking help, but you know that it won't help
So you lie
Runnin' forever, never to seek refuge
How long will I keep up this subterfuge?
I'm self-destructing as I construct these lines with no hue of emotion
I'm coasting along on the sidelines
Subliminal guidelines on living with a dying soul