Love and Hate
Only one
Can take the pain away
Feeling numb
I might go kurt cobain
I’m going crazy
Going crazy,
Yeah I’m going crazy
I wake up
Go to bed
Day and night
Stuck in my head
Time and space
Not becoming one
Try to finish
It ain’t getting down
It’s a cycle
It’s a mere
Hamster wheel
See me running scared
Stranger things
There are things
Waiting for me I don’t wanna know
Where they waiting I don’t go
So I do things that never will be honourable
I apologise to whoever heart I broke
I am sorry
I was anxious
I Feel alone amongst people
Loneliness for me is danger
Depression turns to anger
And that be spreading like a cancer
The other day I wrote a letter
I hope you never get to read it
I just hope I make the weekend, Don’t want you to find me
Hanging or bleeding
I feel terrible for being weak
I am Not in love with being me
I am pending
Between
Love and hate
Only one can take the pain away
Feeling numb I might go kurt cobain
Going crazy
Going crazy
Yeah I’m going crazy
Love and hate
They want me to medicate
Begging me to change my ways
Going crazy
Going crazy
Yeah I’m going crazy
Midst these shattered pieces,
Naively believe In peace here
Your God I don’t fear, I heard God means love yeah
Last year’s like this year
My Past years, under carpet,
Shoes on, though you come in, Last nights food’s on the carpet
Both know how it looks like here
Why the f**k you have to comment?
I don’t f**k
With fake woke s**t You talk, ohhh, keep walking,
You be showing me articles
Links to mental health blogs
Talking bout how you care about me
But none of us here got self love
You telling me to reflect more
But in the mirror that effects gone
My days are so long, I long for nights back home,
Fake friends lack back bone
Real ones I let go
Unless We live love
Hate will k** us all
Love and hate
Only one can take the pain away
Feeling numb I might go kurt cobain
Going crazy
Going crazy
Yeah I’m going crazy
Love and hate
They want me to medicate
Begging me to change my ways
Going crazy
Going crazy
Yeah I’m going crazy