I've been finding reasons
To tell myself that I'm not really here or there much
I've been making scrapbooks
Of all the places I would like to go when I'm home
And I've got ways to disappear
And now I can't find my way out of here
Am I really here?
I don't know where I've been lately
All I see is myself fading
I don't know who I've been lately
All I see is this place fading
I've been playing dress up
Trying to find a sweater that makes sense, given the climate
I've been wearing gla**es
To let myself see the blurry mess, that I've yet to relate with
And I've got ways to disappear
And now I can't find my way out of here
Am I really here?
I don't know where I've been lately
All I see is myself fading
I don't know who I've been lately
All I see is this place fading
I just need to watch some TV
To get a better sense of what I shouldn't be
I didn't use breadcrumbs and now I'm stuck in this place
I left my compa** at home and now I can't find my way
I just didn't, I just need, and now I can't find my way
I don't know where I've been lately
Everything has changed vaguely
I don't know who I've been lately
All I see is this place fading
I don't know where I've been lately
All I see is myself fading