It is no secret that I'm OCD, do things four times
Crave chocolate vodka and I gotta have my smoke at night
But something worse has got me dizzy, got me so upset
I met you baby, now I'm psychologically wrecked
All the lights and the stars and the waves and the cars and the s** and the d** ain't special
But with you, I'm a mess, I'm on edge, I confess I'm distressed, I'm really mental
You can't stop me from going down
It's a bad addiction
My shrink says I'm in love
It's a hard admission
When I deny so much
Paranoid dependence
My fix gives me this rush
You're my medication
Without you I am f**ked
You are my substance, my abuse, my self-inflicted wounds
You kiss my h**n but with you I am scared I'm doomed
When will you notice I'm unbalanced, just a little strange?
It's like an overdose, but there's no pill for this pain
All the lights and the stars and the waves and the cars and the s** and the d** ain't special
But with you, I'm a mess, I'm on edge, I confess I'm distressed, I'm really mental
You can't stop me from going down
It's a bad addiction
My shrink says I'm in love
It's a hard admission
When I deny so much
Paranoid dependence
My fix gives me this rush
You're my medication
Without you I am f**ked
(repeat)