[Verse 1 : Kasinova ( Pac )
Dear God this your lost child
I've been waiting for your
Blessing but it's been a while
And suicide came in thought
But I stayed strong
I try to keep my head up
But my days long
My cold nights got me
Shaking in my Saturn sheets
I couldn't picture living
Right demons after me
What type of choices I made
That got me so neglected
A good child going bad I
Guess I've been infected
Infaded ink with tattoos my
Only body
I'm rapping under depression
It's just another hobby
It's just a waste of time to
Kick it with my own kind
I ain't lying they only
Listen to their own minds
I'm so stressed out I can't
Believe I'm still smoking
And everybody hate me now
With their hands open
I guess they see me as a
Clown so I'ma play the joker
So I'ma get my f**ing
Chips and I ain't talking poker
I thought I told you now
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Hook : (sounds like Rihanna)
The suns going down
The nights getting cold
Life's took it's toll
But I won't worry no 2x
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[Verse 2: Kasinova ( Pac )
They shot my homie down in
Cold blood
The definition of a thug, get
No love if you dream of d**
Hypnotized by this thug living
My decisions got me feeling torn
It's like I'm born in my own prison
Finesse a blunt as I
Focus on another spliff
I hit the riffa as I start
To think and reminisce
Money's the mission so
My competitions got to die
And if these cowards want
Me dead I can picture why
See me in heaven let me
Kick it with my dead homies
So I can tell them how he
Died when he bled homie
I'll send regards to his
Family and friends
I couldn't drown in my
Misery I'm flossing my bens
I got them running to
The drawing board
Another 9 hits song
You can't afford
I got them paranoid shaking
In there sneakers while they
Plotting on my riches
Trying to do me in with some
Dirty game b**hes
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Hook : ( sounds like Rihanna )
The suns going down
The nights getting cold
Life's took it's toll
But I won't worry no 2x
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[Verse 3: Kasinova ( Pac )
Retaliation was the method to
My madness I'm going blind
Give me a 9 and watch me
Blast this
When I was 10 I got my
Ass kicked
Papa not around, so they
Labelled me a ba*tard
Sit on my stoop and tie my
Boots it's another war
And if you want it you can
Get what you bargained for
To smooth my blood
Flows like a Latin dance
These weak motherf**ers
Drown in my avalanche
Bow down and get trapped
In my sand storm
You know I'll murder
Anything I put my hands on
Create tsunamis with stacked
Bodies my last hobby
It's just another with drug
Dealing in dark lobbies'
I guess they praying
On my downfall
I got to play it smart, too
Focused on this alcohol
I kept it close to heart hard
Cops because I'm flooded in
This nicotine
You know I got to make it
Right by any means
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Hook : ( sounds like Rihanna )
The suns going down
The nights getting cold
Life's took it's toll
But I won't worry no 2x
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