[INTRO]
I don't make drug music
I don't make love music
This that pre-ascension to above music
If you don't give a f** come and vibe to it
Cuz in this mic I poured all my life fluid
[HOOK]
Pink fields looking so good
Will i go home or will i run away
Yeah yeah
Pink fields make me feel good
Will i go home or will i run away
Yeah yeah
Two white cups, sip slow
High off a bowl while i lean low
That potion pink got my speech slow
Feel like i discovered life' s cheat code
Two white cups, sip slow
High off a bowl while i lean low
That potion pink got my speech slow
The name's Kal El in case you ain't know
[VERSE 1]
El, faded since february
Brain cells, uh, leave 'em at the cemetery
The same place where half my n***as dead and buried
Their dying wish be that a n***a end up legendary
Pressure's very scary, fear of disappointment
d**h called asked me not to miss this appointment
I still got doubts bout makin' it to twenty one
So it's funny when they say my life has just begun
I been insane, hear that voice all up in my brain
Relive the pain while I'm starin out this windowpane
Memories arcane, to visions that i can't contain
But i can't complain, only thing i've ascertained
Is i ain't the same, since my pops locked away
Or since that fateful day when they chose to let it spray
Could be my fate, could be my life's been preordained
Or its a game, sh** I'm numb to it all the same
Novocane, in the clouds i find my escape
In a crowd yet somehow no one can relate
Every statement we make, we just nod to it
So much noise and complaints, how does God do it?
Write a song to it, yeah I'm copin'
Hear 'em applaud to it, then I'm smokin'
The facade's putrid, drowned by this loud music
Amidst my odd muses watch as the loud fuse it
Roll another blunt, till the whole ounce's finished
Sip that purple sh**, the same color of grimace
But i prefer my drink when its of that lighter hue
That easter pink panther, that majinn buu
Thats all i do; my thoughts persists
Reminisce bout a time that i gave a sh**
I was five and i haven't had kool aid since
The half blood prince, now all I do is .. this
[HOOK]
[VERSE 2]
I pray to god but I'm haunted by satan
Back when we were cramped in my homie's basement
In his grandma's house, we got a plan thought out
Moving bricks to fund college till our talents sprout
Yeah i had my doubts, the n***a in the background
Helped cook that white like we breaking bad now
I knew i wasn't bout that life that they glorified
sh** wasn't right witnessing my first homicide
On my frank castle sh** cuz i been to hell
f** a sand castle tryna conquer winterfell
Doha n***as hatin, like i couldn't tell
Always the lone wolf, so it's just as well
n***as skyfall if i blew up like adele
Got a n***a called the rap version of abel
Shout outs to that n***a but i ain't that n***a
I was that n***a, quick to pull that trigger
Go figure, a stupid kid by far
Is it hereditary to be behind bars
Walking paradox, that ain't a newsflash
Run away from my thoughts, I'm the new flash
Move into a new town every other month
Walkin thru the city all I hear is "who's that?"
A nomad smokin yet another blunt
I'm a ghost so my bags never too packed
My only home is these pillars of smoke
My eyes low, i see that glimmer of hope
I'm always smilin' cuz i know life is a joke
On a lonely island and i broke down the boat
Think back to a time when i gave a sh**
I was five, and i haven't had kool aid since
Doc said i'll OD, and i prolly will
I guess i'll finally know how tony feel
[HOOK]
[OUTRO]
My potion's pink
The f** you think?
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