Okay, here we go
Even though i’m high, even though i’m hella baked right now
But i keep loving everybody
I keep bringing everybody into my life
fu*king everybody up, fu*king myself up leaving everyone by themselves
Wrecking everybody’s life right now
Going to hell
Gods not responding to me, only the devil is
How could i just leave everybody behind me
How could i just realize not everybody’s gonna come back to me
Yeah
How am i ever going to leave it, how am i ever gonna leave my
Ex-girlfriend alone
She always meant the world to me
She broke me in half, now everybody’s leaving me behind now
Everybody’s going off, everybody’s leaving
Everybody’s going off to do there own thing but i can do my own
I gotta think about everything before i do it now
Now i can't believe i fu*ked everything up
She’s lost, she’s leaving, she’s gone
Yeah
But i’m leaving ella, leaving maddy, leaving everybody behind me
Only my true day 1 bros
Yeah
I can't believe nobody could ever believe me
I don’t know who to trust nowadays, i don’t know who trust
I can't put my trust out there, but then i lose it and everybody trusts me but then i fu*k it up, everybody goes away, everybody leaves someday
But i can't believe that i’m leaving everybody alone, i’m pushing everybody away right now
And i don’t know what’s going on with me right now but i’m in a fu*ked up mindset right now
I’m losing everybody behind me now i gotta go by myself
Imma miss everybody who’s been there for me, my day 1’s
And gotta go do my own thing now, i gotta figure out what’s going on with me
I don’t why everybody says i need to get a therapist but i don’t need one
This is my therapy making music, making live
Looking around you, seeing everybody’s fu*king leaving everybody’s going away
But i can't live without everybody right now
I’m going to hell, gods leaving
Gods not answering, god can't believe me right now
I fu*ked everything up, i fu*ked ella’s mind up, i fu*ked everybody’s mind up
I fu*ked everyone of my ex-girlfriends up, all my ex-girlfriends think i’m a fu*king prick now
I can't do anything about it right now, but i wish i could
Everything i used to like about myself, but now i hate about myself
I’m doing everything hard now, i’m going back to my old ways
I can't get out of this place now, i’m too deep in
I’m losing everybody’s interest in me
Everybody's leaving