I don't even know myself so how the f** can you relate to me?
You got some insight meaning that you've seen some things I haven't seen
I realize this world is fake, I refuse to a**ociate
This lonely soul that's searching for acceptance he did not recieve
I feel I'm on my own, I know I am, there ain't no helping hand
With food held in his palm up in my face to feed this hungry man
The plan was try to make it big and i tripped at the finish line and fell flat on my face
Feelin embarra**ed, wasted lots of time
I embodied the hatred that was given to me
The literal poet thats murdering every thing he touches, I see!
I'm given you honesty, pa**ion but I bet the modern day (‘cation to key-?)
They wanted the sick and sadistic but this is tradition considerably!
Try to be positive and prosper from the blessings I have
Attempted to view the bigger picture
Put my poems in perspective
For people that's livin similar
And never given advantages
Depression settles in with no medication to manage it
Im not leavin the house, I would rather sulk in seclusion
And give you something thats real instead of vivid illusions
A steady state of dilusion with deprevation of self
I'm aware that constant complaining and poppin pills never helped
I just pray that the Lord forgive me for the sins I'm commiting daily
Pacing, talking to myself, I'm all alone and feeling crazy
LAWD!
Now…
Back to the skeletons i keep in my closet
A double bow lock on the door to make sure they never leave
The intracacies of insecurities arent easy to see
So i pour my pain into every lyric, therapudic release
Relinquishing deamons from my soul, I saw my d**h in a dream
The reason I work the way I do and I'm refusing to sleep
Cause when I was younger people askin me why I never speak
I truly believe I'm insignificant
“you'll be fine”, but I doubt that sh**
Evaporated confidence compliments on my self esteem
Astutely staralize with my a**asinonimous signature
The savior sanctify your silent soul from the subliminal
The sign (or the silence?) that your ignoring
Conforming the metaphysical
Realigning your thinking for positive rea**urance
Use your current situation as motivation deterring you from anything that's negative or feeling like your minuscule