[Intro]
Yeah
Uhu
Lawd
Yeah
Aight, look
I said i
[Hook] x2
Don't believe in my dreams
I no longer live with a pa**ion
I've asked the lord to forgive me
For wasting all of my talent
The spirit that i possess is polluded by insecurity
[?] by reality, my predicament worries me
[Verse 1]
Hurry now come and see the plane crash
Before this person pa**es a verse from my past
About [?] pacifying the ma**es
I've mastered the art of wearing a mask for public perception
Perplexed by this [?] pessimistically push a message
Ma**aging the egos of all the evil deceitful decrepits
Somehow i've learned to use all my words as a weapon
So as i'm forming this sentence i'm sensing your sensitivity
[?] with the other side
I've decided to silence my sanity with this suicidal secretion
I seronate with [?] cynically
I will sacrifice appetite for destruction
With apparent all descretion, confessing [?]
You the mothaf**ing real n***a right
[?]
Said it must be nice, when the story that you giving is a lie
And the feeling inside that you been fighting
[?]
They got a n***a feeling like Tyson
You better not come out in the first round [?]
Down to the ground and you amount to the expectation [?]
A monster to someone in relation of more temptation [?]
[?] bust but i thrust into true elevation
Defining the fans their position [?]
Dependent upon the amount of energy that was given
I take a definitive stance on what it means
Everything [?] what it seems, when you following a dream
To hope and ambition, [?]
From the things that people done put you through
But it is what it is
And i really can't call [?]
I'm playing with the cards i was dealt
And i'm way too proud to accept any help
But i know motherf**ers gonna do it like this [?]
When i'm down, i could never get a lift
But the moment that i really wanna quit
When i finally realise that nobody ever really give a sh**
'Bout a young motherf**er with a dream
To revive the pride that's inside [?]
He can no longer vibe with a prayer for the soul [?]
But it's already die [?]
fu*k
[Hook] x2
Don't believe in my dreams
I no longer live with a pa**ion
I've asked the lord to forgive me
For wasting all of my talent
The spirit that i possess is polluded by insecurity
[?] by reality, my predicament worries me
[Verse 2]
As i pray to jehova
I swear i feel like it's over
My positive [?] evaporate as i elaborate
All my mental stability really should be evaluated
Salutations from my shallow grave
But look at the mess that i made
[?] living the fame
I murder the [?] and the slain [?]
I'm painting a picture of pain [?]
I'm knowing you take it to vain [?]
I said i was never regained [?]
The feeling of being defeated defining the fears [?]
A finding that wouldn't appear [?]
The smoke in the mirror [?]
Pray that i'm making it clear [?]
Hear the people that talking a lie [?]
But never they know what they speaking about
I guess that the way that i spit it [?]
My lyrics are making them listen [?]
I'm giving you everything that i got
My honesty wasn't a shot [?]
That's all in it what you could find [?]
You hiding your hideous lies
And living a life you despise
I'm wasting my time
By taking my thoughts out my mind
And putting them right on a page
I'm truly insane
But that was the one i could blame [?]
They wanted a sec in the game [?]
But never refrain
I guess i was really a strange [?]
You live in reality something you see is the norm [?]
But i woulda never conform [?]
Just giving it different form [?]
The flow is a door [?]
My spirit is torn [?]
I'm pausing to give you a minute to mourn [?]
fu*k