[1st Verse:]
This Dedicated to My Music -
Know its been a while/
I can't Remember the last time -
I really Smiled/
Cause I've been going thru some Pain -
And I just decided/
That I would write this open letter -
Ain't Gone Keep it Private/
How Long You Plan to Keep Me Grounded -
While You be a Pilot?/
Flying High up in the Sky -
Raking up the Mileage/
Making other n***as Rich -
While I Still Remain/
Broken Down for the Years -
I've been in this Game/
You got em' Laughing at My Name -
Cause Ain't Nothing Changed/
Guess You Mad -
Cause I told you - Motherf** the Fame/
Got Me Stressing -
I've been Picking up Weight/
Screaming f** the World -
Might just stick My Dick in Her Face/
That was Rude - Yea I Know -
But Why you Treat Me Like a Dog/
Messing with My Blessings -
So I'm Guessing through it All/
You Neglecting All My Rhymes -
You Don't Wanna See Me Shine/
Time I get Close -
Then You MOVE the Finish Line/...Damn..
[2nd Verse:]
And Yea you might say I'm Tripping
But I Really Ain't/
I can Do it ALL FOR FREE -
Is What You Really Think?/
But My Pockets - They're on "E" -
So I Really Can't/
And Yet and Still -
You Gotta Mill Sitting in the Bank/
Painting Pictures in My Mind -
Of a Better Life/
Imagine Me up at the Top -
Though I'm Scared of Heights/
Said it Twice -
But [They] Never Seem to Hear My Voice/
Make it Out Before You Die -
Is Clearly the Choice/
That I was Left with -
It Had Me Feeling Helpless/
Take a Look Around -
Everybody Being Selfish/
[They] NEVER Lend a Helping Hand -
Less its Beneficial/
But Time You Make a Couple Grand -
Then [They] Tend to Diss Ya/
And When it Come to Fans -
Man I know - Its Been some Issues/
But I Don't Understand -
When You Gone - Then They Miss Ya/
Know that I'm the Hottest -
But They Treat Me Like the Coldest/
21 years in this Field -
So I Noticed/...That You Always...And I mean Always....