(Verse 1) - K-Z.Row
Looking up to the stars, it reminds me of my momma
If you can hear me Vanessa Cardozo I'ma be with you soon, I promise
But I got options, so many sins I've committed
Not sure if I'm forgiven God am I?
Did d**, sagged my pants like the thugs in the slums
Pull the trigger, "f**, who died?"
Gang signs thrown up, Kush rolled up you don't expect me to be so
Drive-bys pull up the the side of your vehicle, shots from uzis and pistols
sh**, I wish that shooting stars made wishes come true
Last time I wished that I could be with you
But instead I was left with another, younger you
She cares for me like you did, she's there for me like you were
Sometimes I feel your presence near me especially when I'm with her
I've been thinking 'bout the good days, now I regret the days you got hurt
Cause of me, a f**ing spoiled brat who wanted everything except your love
I just never realized how much you loved me as a son
(Verse 2) - Kyle Aiden Mc Mahon
Looking up to the stars, hoping one day I make it to a better place
All the burdens in my life try to chain me down but
When I leave this Earth, pray to God I levitate
I'm a born, raised sinner, people saying that I'll never make
It even half way to Heaven's gates
Too much past for a future, they judge me
And sometimes I feel like I should just get away
Imma be okay, don't care what you say
Say what you want but its true, people change
So many n***as hate
Yeah I sin but I got a lot of love so I'll make it afterlife
Inspired by Aaron Yates
Barely even medicate, I'm still getting lifted
Peer pressure hardly phases me, I've built up a resistance
Still drink and smoke but one day that might be different
So when I fall six feet, hope there's a flicker in the distance
(Verse 3) - The Mental Mr E
Hello dad are you there?
When you left you had no care
Are you thinking about me cause I'm thinking about you
That's why I wanted to write this prayer
You weren't gone that long but it feels like an eternity
Everyday I reminisce, I wish that you were here with me
Brother's cold. mama's stressed, no one to shed a tear with me
I just don't want you living on only in my memory
You talking to me. I actually miss it
Died December 4th 2012. No family Christmas
You're the driving force behind this verse I would have never spit this
I used to dream of joining you, arriving with my wrists slit
But then I start to contemplate
My brain begins to think of things you would say
Get teary eyed but I can't cry these days
So I'll settle for being mental that's why it's in my name