Tell me what a n***a know about a hard grind
I'm the bottom with the bottle full of hard times
Really round in the darkest nights
To put the k**er forward for the 4, shine your light
I know what I do wrong, but right now
my circumstances, they ain't telling me I should do right
I got no regard for the law, man
So I don't really care if they saw me
Rob that man, I'm that man, running with the pom pom on my hand
I'm desperate clearly affected, feeling neglected
Thug living get hectic so gimme the respect
Or don't be another tech on the tech list
Living life so reckless chasing the tech till I'm breathless!
My grind versus mentality treacherous
Don't think that I have a gift to retire
I'm a guy, another rider
Ghetto survivor!
It's in my blood, dawg, I was born to struggle
f** all y'all beware my hustle!
you really better recognise...
..I really don't care if I die, tryna survive in this game!
Took pride that I am still alive
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I've been waiting for direction, but I still which way to go
And I've been practicing perfection, but it's not
I need another reason to see another season
Cause everything you're teaching is nothing I'm believing
Till I'm wrong, and I'm gone, I'm gone!
Look
I can't sleep, my thoughts are haunting
Funny dreams, I vision me being deceased
And it causing torment
On my knees, begging please, let me see the morning
And bless me, the d**h screams, and I hearing it calling
Pain rains over there, but over here its pouring
My mind state is unclear, and I'm not used to talking
Brothers couldn't walk in the shoes I walk in
To live for my daughters, is most important.
I'm most ignorant, close to hope, ignoring
A open story, life is closing for me!
So I gotta find a way to meet my saving glory
His coming home, and I wanna be here, waiting for him!
So I pray before him, praise, I'm thankful for him
My life on the roads been my anchor for him
I feel the anger forming, clouds and thunder storming
Its bone thugs and me cuz send the streets a warning
[Chorus]
I've been waiting for direction, but I still which way to go
And I've been practicing perfection, but it's not
I need another reason to see another season
Cause everything you're teaching is nothing I'm believing
Till I'm wrong, and I'm gone, I'm gone!