[Verse 1:]
Dear family and friends, this is the end
I'm tired of living in the land of pretend
Where I pretend I'm happy, pretend I'm okay
But when I put this gun to my chin, no shame
My brains flew out the back of my scalp
You can laugh if you want to, brag or pout
Either way I don't care, I finally made it out
From the pain, me and Kurt Cobain we took the same route
I don't want a funeral, no cremation
Just let me rot there through all the procreation
Cause if there was one, nobody won't even say sh**
No eulogies, just a bunch of "Ohp, he's wasted"s
Who would miss me and who would be glad
Guess I'll find out tonight when the cat's out the bag
Cause all it takes is a little click-click, cabang
Then I'm over, no more corrupted thoughts in my brain
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Tonight - is the end of my life
No more fun it's the end of my ride
Re-reaching out to my friends man I tried
Now I will be gone by the end of the night
Midnight - is the end and I hope
You realize I was at the end of my rope
Staring down the tip of the barrel
Pulling the trigger, my time is narrow
[Verse 2:]
And when I pull it, fragments out the back of my mullet
I'm happy as ever, ended my life to the fullest
Don't be sad, just think of the times we had
Before I was just another crime-scene splat
Before I was on the sidewalk, outlined in chalk
Because I blew myself away, my mind is shot
My time is not tickin' anymore
Not drowning in my sorrow, feet not kickin' anymore
Now my cranium's leaking, stickin' to the floor
Because my motherf**ing heart was ripped to the core
I was sickened and sore, slippin' wicked and more
My wrist is just scarred and ripped so I pick it apart
I was ripped and torn what you missin' me for?
Now I walked into God's gates and slipped in the door
Or burning in hell's flames hear him fricken just roar
You can even hear me scream if you listen real hard
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[Verse 3:]
I guess I'm sorry, my brain is fried
At the bottom of the coffin contained inside
Sometimes I hear the pitter patter when it rains at night
And I miss it, really it's a shame I died
Cause down here it's no different then up there
If not worse, at least I could feel pain and stuff there
I feel nothing and I can't even move
I can't even play, so I can't even lose
To feel pain or great man I can't even choose
Dirt inside my mouth that I can't even chew
A wrist next to my ribs that I can't even wound
A heart inside my chest that I can't even use
I literally do nothing but sit in the dark
With no sound, not even the beat of my heart
If I could go back I would still be alive
I would've put the gun down and continued with life
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