[Verse 1:]
Alright, I'm gunna give up
Give up on writing, give up on this live stuff
Cause I'm leaving this b**h like a sick pup
When I put this gun to my chin and make it hiccup
Now more dark thoughts, my heart's squashed
Because of my own thoughts, I'm shutting my lights off
Flip the switch, clip the b**h
Then BANG I no longer exist
All I've got now is a hole in my head
And a soul in the ground, man I'm better off dead
These white tiles, man they're better off red
With a brain sticking to 'em and a severed off head
Cause I popped this lead in the magazine
And put it in my mouth like a nectarine
Cause my mood's lower than my self-esteem
Man found dead at seventeen
[Hook x2:]
Giving up's easy, living up's hard
So I put this gun to my chin and press hard
Tell them all that I send my regards
When I stop this pulse that's beating in my heart
[Verse 2:]
I was found dead at seventeen
With my head on the desk in a messy scene
Gave in, the ground I was walking on caved in
Tripped and I landed face-first on the pavement
Now I'm in the ground with my tombstone engraved and
Flowers on my coffin, make a funeral arrangement
Dress up in all black for the occasion
And bring roses so I have something to lay with
Funny just last week I was laughing and joking
Now I'm in this coffin hacking and choking
Just kidding, I ain't quite there yet
But tomorrow I will be, b**h better bet
With the gun in my mouth, no regrets
Then I'm laying on the ground with my f**ing wrist wet
That's why I just popped one in the chamber
And I'm writing this sh** filled with pain and anger
[Hook x2]
[Verse 3:]
Sitting at my desk with one in the chamber
'Cause even to myself I'm a motherf**ing stranger
I don't even know who the f** I am
I could care less when this sh**'s began
When I go through with this dumb-a** plan
And I pull this f**ing trigger 'cause I can
When I give up on the pain and the misery
And when I do ain't no f**ing body missing me
I don't even know what the f** to write
Because I'm getting relatively closer to ending my life
With every single step I take, every time I roll the dice
And take a risk I'm closer to the one in white
Alright, time to face the music
Say goodbye because when I do this
There's not one fragment left of me
Say goodbye to life and hello to the d**h of me
[Hook x2]