i am walking on the line where fish decide which way to go people are waiting, watching my every drop, waiting for my flop maybe i will sometimes it feels good when it's hard to breathe what does good pain feel like salt water memories meaningless sh** strategies meaningless sh** memories how much for the oblivion
how much for the emptiness the fear the pain the truth the day the time the sensation the solution people who don't know me shouldn't try without permission if i don't understand my life how could they am i that exciting am i that intriguing am i that compelling