[Verse 1]
She confesses, I listen
I pretend to be attentive with the tension
Take the words from your mouth
I hear a sound but only moaning comes out
She says it's just this one time, it's not the tenth time
I know there's someone waiting for you all night
But I'm not perfect and you're not finished
I'll be your mister, you can always be my mistress
I mix my vices with vice
It makes the devil on my shoulder seem nice
She's playing princess, no lie
I won't stop her, you can save it, I tried
[Hook]
I keep begging to talk, you keep begging for some
You know I will, you know I will
She keeps on living a lie cause you ain't doing it right
You know I will, you know I will
I'm just a lover, her favourite colour
Knees may be too weak, but I'm not the one
I keep begging to talk, it picks you up when we're done
You know I will, you know I will
[Verse 2]
Another Xanax, I'm stumbling
Another Rosé
But I had to with a tourniquet
When her friend's here and she's watching
So she begs me for that one thing
I feel the temperature rise
And she's hating and she's loving the ride
Heat up every position we tried
She gives it twice because I'm such a nice guy
[Hook]
I keep begging to talk, you keep begging for some
You know I will, you know I will
She keeps on living a lie cause you ain't doing it right
You know I will, you know I will
I'm just a lover, her favourite colour
Knees may be too weak, but I'm not the one
I keep begging to talk, it picks you up when we're done
You know I will, you know I will
[Bridge]
Fine breaks, it's time
And always waiting outside
Then it comes to an end and I see you again
If you want it, yeah you want it
Girl I know you think this is love
It's obvious you can't get enough
When the d** wear off, then we're both undone
It's the best night of your life, we won't tell anyone
I know you think this is love
And I know you can't get enough
[Hook]
I keep begging to talk, you keep begging for some
You know I will, you know I will
She keeps on living a lie cause you ain't doing it right
You know I will, you know I will
I'm just a lover, her favourite colour
Knees may be too weak, but I'm not the one
I keep begging to talk, it picks you up when we're done
You know I will, you know I will
[Verse 3: Jon Connor]
[?] take you back to the crib
The reaction I get [?] the fact that we actually here
We ain't letting nothing from the past or the present interfere
Your man have your back, sh** he'd be right here, but he's not
Anytime he around you be looking at the clock
I hate to put you on the spot
But you be telling me he dead to me, I'm doing what he not
I know you feeling like it's better than it ever was
You be telling me to tear it up
And everything you ever heard about a real motherf**er laying it down was everything they said it was
We goin' do it like we 'sposed to
[?]
We gon' do everything you want to
Sick of all the drama that you've been through
I don't understand it why you putting up with old dude
I can tell it's getting a little confusing when I hold you
You be telling me don't nobody know you the way I know you
Problem is I got a lady at home too
I know the role I play so what you goin' do?
[Verse 4]
As soon as [?]
When I've gotta look myself in the mirror
While pretending that I do what I promised
Some things stay private
You a**ume all night
I can't change my name and you can't change your eyelids
Can't see the truth, [?]
We f**ed each other up trying to face it but didn't have a clue
For the first time, I'm finally ready to say
For the first time, the past can rest in pain