All these doubts and all these questions
All these people ask from me is favors
Can I get a some time to build my own
I swear I don't know how I let y'all get
The most of me//
I guess everything is going how it was
Supposed to be
Behind the scenes I wish y'all knew
Just how much work a n***a gotta do
Just to prove that y'all can't come close to me//
I give my heart out to my fans know that this yours
For all these time restrains you wait pissed off//
I been a stain on your mind I've been staying on my grind
I've been living in the pad like some discharge//
Still nasty... Period and that raw
Been nice since eve had no cat paws//
I seen a lot of rappers die in my time
Figure I'd write a little r.i.p. for those capped off, my caps off//
We just out here trying to make a living
Charge it to the game when we get in turn this pain into blessings//
I'ma ride till my wheels fall off and I'ma ball till there ain't no more bearings
Haters can't bear it//
Yeah... And I thank God
I'ma set a new standard what I say's law
I done crossed so many people on this court
n***a's want to judge saying it's a shame you won't get disbarred//
I'm just saying I've been grinding I done came this far
So many losses so many wins
But then again sh** is real we just eat what we k**
All this food for thought you might sink now is your dish washed?//
Will you rise like suds or will you get rinsed off
an*logies practically home for me
I've always know to be...,
In the kitchen when you in the kitchen
Though you always leave you can't stand the heat//
Friday nights you might see us out
But don't see as how they ain't friends to me//
...They say keep your enemies close
Till your enemies fold trying to use me for their expertise//
You gotta feel me no ecstasy
I should put it on the gram for my x to see//
Like look at what you didn't want on my page all day long
When you double click, you be getting sick?//
All I ever wanted was you and you wanted me
We're was still going to be alright//
We used to talk on the phone for like all night
You was my world wasn't I your star right?//
Now it just ain't the same we just want different thing
Hate it had to change baby//
I put that on everything you were my everything
Have you been missing me lately//