Blurred haze of grey and blue, free-falling through the sky
Vague recollections why, vast waters stretch below
I plunge into the sea, and leave the world behind
sink deep in frozen time, no longer feel the pain
Cast off to churning tides, jet-emerald seas below
womb-like I drift and flow, dampened aquatic tones
Glittering light descends, fish scales reflect the moon
suddenly yearn to move, must reach the surface soon
I gasp the cold night air, warm tears begin to cry
The numbness then subsides, I'm valiantly alive
to face life's discontent anew
Now wide awake I dare to dream
of love without impurity
though life can serve up tragedy so cruel
I'll take beatings child, but won't stop trying
when desperation's got me blind
I'll weather on, find courage and stay true