[Hook]
I wish I could hate you
I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don't
I just f** sh** up
I wish I could break you
Put some make up on and make you jealous, but that would never work
I wish I could hate you
I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don't
Cause I just f** sh** up
[Verse 1]
How many times I call you and you ain't picking up?
I wonder what you do and you don't give a f**
Fell in love
Phenomenal
This game turned me into an animal
So I do it to them
Boyfriends, I'm through with them
Bullsh**, through with them
All that, through with them
Ask me one thing, you know, I'm through with them
I wish I could spend the time I spend on you on me
I just f** things up
[Hook]
I wish I could hate you
I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don't
I just f** sh** up
I wish I could break you
Put some make up on and make you jealous, but that would never work
I wish I could hate you
I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don't
Cause I just f** sh** up
[Bridge]
Reminding myself, reminding myself, reminding myself
Reminding myself, reminding myself, reminding myself
Reminding myself when you used to come over
Reminding myself that I'm still getting loaded
I am fully loaded
Reminding myself
I wish I was special
Then you would never do it like you do it to me now
And I would never do it like I do it to you now
[Hook]
I wish I could hate you
I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don't
I just f** sh** up
I wish I could break you
Put some make up on and make you jealous, but that would never work
I wish I could hate you
I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don't
Cause I just f** sh** up