[Hook: Jimmy Mitch]
I keep avoiding what I know I want
And settling for everything I know I don't
I don't know what to do but look inside keep asking myself why
And I know the answer's true but I've ignored it til I can't no more
I'm sick of wasting all my time away
Life s**s and I wanna just fly away
But until the time's right I gotta stay
I'll be reluctant til my dying day until I fly away
Sick of wasting all my time away
Life s**s and I wanna just die today
But the time's right and I've gotta say
That I'm throwing my reluctance away all my reluctance away
[Verse 1: Jimmy Mitch]
You had something that I needed
Granted you weren't the only one who released it
But you was the only one who conceded to me
I did what I would while I could
And dealt with the consequences that wasn't all good
I mean you had a couple perks it wasn't all bad
I mean you took a lot of time but wasn't all the time that I had
And I realized that before I shook so I shook back
Back to the basics really you're giving a little more than you're taking
And I was just whining and kept complaining
I need to Git Up and Git Out
Cause having some of nothing's more than having to do without
No time for fussing that dont get me nothing
Though you give me pain and strain still it's for something
Having something with substance for that I'll never let you go
Reluctant I'm keeping you in spite of what I want
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[Verse 2: Jimmy Mitch]
Now even though I don't want to or want you
The way you put it on me that's just something I don't wanna lose
You showed me love in my dusty shoes
You never changed when I got the news been so long now the news dusty too
I swear I ain't in love with you
That's why I let you go crawling back I'm at your shoes
You took me back man I swear I don't know how to act
Cause I was ready to bust out a week after that
I held it down for a year though thick and thin
Got comfortable and now you acting up again
I got a chance at the gift that keeps on giving in
And If I get it then I'm never coming back again
I'm back again til I get it so I'm going in
Taking L's left and right I'm an alien
I come in peace but you bringing all the ruckus in
So I'ma take it all and make a song out of it
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[Verse 3: Jimmy Mitch]
All of my raps are totally radical dude so a sabbatical's due
I'm getting tired of your atti-titude
You're starting to driving me crazy keep on calling me lazy
When I run the whole show for these scraps that you paying me
Well this crap is insane-ing me
I take a leap of faith and wish good luck on replacing me
You know I can't wait to see whoever that you pulling from this peanut gallery
But hey I told you so so you can't even get mad at me
I never thought I'd meet a douche so an*l
How could you make something so painless be so painful
Supposed to be my black brother like Cain and Abel
Only peace I find with you is drawn under a table
Damn thought we was cool dog oh how shameful
And you don't even care huh Rip Van Winkle
Well I'm taking off you can kiss my Pringles
And consider this my two weeks jingle deuces no singles
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