[Verse 1]
They sleeping on me wide awake
While my eyes are open
Look up towards the heavens
See the sky is open
Softly spoken often hoping
Y'all would feel it how I wrote it
And I can hop this boat and
Sail the seas it's all so open
The urge is also poting
And it's all so, all so frightening
Hold it where this rope is
Let's pray to God still like me
So he would let me go
It's been so long since I felt hopeless
But lately in and out
My pen pal just might take notice
And I know this sh** feel different
And I know this sh** feel different
I just hope that y'all might get it
I just hope that y'all might listen
I just hope that momma find a way to get her hope back
I just hope that father find a way to put the coke back
I just hope that...
[Verse 2]
I just hope that mama know she raised the dopest
I just hope that father know I know at times he couldn't cope
But that sh** made me focus
Never lazy no, maybe though
I straight ain't know which way to go
Chasing ladies they would play me like the radio
Baby no...no
Why you do that to me girl
Why you do that to me girl
Why you do that there
Why you lead me on feeling strong
I feel it's right and you feel it's wrong
Kept me still at night when the chill is on
Them lonely sheets gonna k** me Ma
That cold pillow ain't a pillow now
These hot women can't heal me now
No these hot b**hes can't heal me now
No..
[Verse 3]
10 city road trips I be slamming doors
21, 29 for the 24
That will fill me up now I'm feeling up
Only b**hes I don't know the names of
Tryna get my game up
Lift my name up out the shadows
I done came up..they bout to put me up
In them rappers, taking my ticket like a raptor
Wordplay scrabble
All I do is babble and all I do is dabble in all these things
I'm badder than all the team
Had to clear the air man
It's all good over here man
It's all good over here
Know this sh** is coming I can feel it in the air
These women they be scheming they concealing it I swear
But I know your b**h want me I can feel it in her stare
Like oh oh oh oh
I just say oh no no no
This sh** feel like water she be going
I be going through the motion
Feel like water she be blowing
I be all up in her ocean..feel like
[Verse 3]
I just hope that
I just hope that momma know she raised a k**er
I just hope that father know he made his son a villain
I just hope that one day I can sign my deal and..
Make good up on my promise Im a make a million
Mom Ima make a million
Pops Ima make a million
Grandma I'll make a million
Yeah..ima make that
f** all that's hoesh** ima make that
I'm on my dope sh** Ima bake that
Maybe make that aye