Im oh so used to this now, those faces just pa**ing by. Everything you said to me then is what surrounds me now. Walking down yesterdays' tracks, recognize them quite well by now. Insignificant answears to issues with no meaning to you. Six months leaves some time to think, some changes within. As the surroundings keep running from me I'll stay the same for you. Not a piece left of what to call yours, is everything just like that now. You seem to know me better than I, can I live up to that. As the outcome of days I've k**ed for you, yet another catch 22. Never before as plain as now. Can't it all just stop, to leave it like this. Unfinished never to fail, unbroken never to be.
A week off and I'll miss it all, or nothing as well. As a needful retreat, a need to get away from it. Two lives, two separate ways now. Like almost forgotten. This time a day I feel it the most, never I've missed it more. Nowadays late upper nights ain't nothing compared to back then. The way it should be is like no one've never known it. A quarter past 1:am, should I leave it this way. In the end it's not the same anyway. We'll make up for it in time. As the outcome of days I've k**ed for you, yet another catch 22. Never before as plain as now. Can't it all just stop, to leave it like this. Unfinished never to fail, unbroken never to be.