[Verse 1: Vinnie Paz] Yeah, I don't know why I'm over here, this job is evil They sent me here to Vietnam to k** innocent people My mother always said, "The president, he doesn't care" He tryin' to leave the footprints of America here They say we tryin' to stop Chinese expansion But I ain't seen no Chinese since we landed Sent my whole entire unit thinkin' we could win Against the Viet Cong guerrillas there in Gia Dinh I didn't sign up to k** women or any children For every enemy soldier, we k**in' six civilians Yeah, and it ain't right to me I ain't got enough of motherf**in' fight in me It frightens me, and I just wanna see my son and moms But over here, they droppin' seven million tons of bombs I spent my days dodgin' all these b**by-traps and mines And at night, prayin' to God that I get back alive And I'm forced to sit back and wonder Why I was a part of Operation Rolling Thunder In a foxhole with nine months left here Jungle like the f**in' harbinger of d**h here [Interlude: Vinnie Paz (R.A. the Rugged Man)] I don't wanna be here, I'm scared, I just wanna go home (You f**in' kiddin' me? Don't be a p**y, don't you love your country?) (I like being here, I'm ready) [Verse 2: R.A. the Rugged Man] True story Call me Thorburn, John H., staff sergeant Marksman, sk** in k**in', illin', I'm able and willin' k** a village elephant, rapin' and pillage a village Illegitimate k**ers, US Military guerrillas This ain't no real war, Vietnam sh** World War II, that's a war, this is just a military conflict Soothin' drug abusin', Vietnamese women screwin' Sex, gambling and boozin', all this sh** is amusin' b**hes and guns, this is every man's dream I don't wanna go home where I'm just an ordinary human being
Special Op, Huey chopper gun ship run sh** Gook run when the minigun spit, won't miss k** sh**, spit four-thousand bullets a minute Vic the Charlie, hit trigger, hit it, I'm in it to win it Get it, the lieutenant hinted, the villain, I been it The k**ing, I did it, cripple, did it, pictures I painted is vivid, live it A wizard with weapons, the secret mission, we 'bout to begin it Government funded, behind enemy lines Bullets is sprayin', it's heatin' up a hundred degrees The enemies the North Vietnamese, b**h please Ain't no sweat, I'm told, "Be at ease" Until I see the pilot got hit, and we 'bout to hit some trees Nail the road, it broke, crash land American man in Cambodia, right in the enemy hand Take a swig of the Whiskey to calm us Them yellow men wearin' black pajamas, they wanna harm us They all up on us, bang, bang, bullet hit my chest, feel no pain To my left, the captain caught a bullet right in his brain Body parts flyin', loss of limbs, explosions Bad intentions, I see my best friend's intestines Pray to the one above, it's raining, I'm covered in mud I think I'm dyin', I feel dizzy, I'm losin' blood I see my childhood, I'm back in the arms of my mother I see my whole life, I see Christ, I see bright lights I see Israelites, m**ms and Christians at peace, no fights Black, Whites, Asians, people of all types I must've died, then I woke up, surprised I'm alive I'm in a hospital bed, they rescued me, I survived I escaped the war, came back, but ain't escape Agent Orange Two of my kids born handicapped Spastic, quadriplegia, micro cephalic Cerebral palsy, cortical blindness, name it, they had it My son died, he ain't live, but I still try to think positive 'Cause in life, God take, God give