[Verse 1; JayteKz ]
Ya twenty years gone by
And sh** im growin up
I gotta stop and ask myself
How you holding up
Cos' sh** is crazy man
Everything is pa**ing by
My loved ones are growing old
And it makes me cry
Cause i dun lost so many people
In my life and im tired of letting go
Even if its right i just want you all to know
Im sorry for my wrongs
I never meant to cause you any pain or no harm
And God, i just pray you guide me through
I dropped out of school and i dont know just what to do
My grandma tells me to go back
Your wasting all of your time
I try to pay no mind
But i have to draw the line
Im working with these rhymes
But this is just the moment
I'm sacrificing so much so i can finally own it
Will i make it ? i guess only time can tell
I just hope it ain't to late
Before this ship has sailed
(Background)
Ya i spoke to dad he said
He's super proud of me it means the world
Because he never once doubted me
And when im losing faith its like he puts it back
A smile up on my face
What more can i really ask
Cause ever since i was a kid he's held it down
When i was feelin lost it was him
Who i found thats why im working hard
Thats why i won't quit
It might be rap to you but to me a precious gift
Im speaking with my heart
Im speaking with my soul
Listen very close you can see
How much ive grown
Im learning every day to be a better person
Im working on myself i guess
Im soul searching if today was my last one
Id hope that he remembers me as a great son
But until them ima keep achieving
Imma change the world
Homie just believe em